Alyssa's Thoughts

Today I decided that I wanted to give the world some of my poetry. I would love to be a writer one day and I hope this is a good start. Please let me know what you think. This poem is entitled, I Decline.

I remember long walks on the beach,
your Adidas cologne,
and your warm gentle kiss,
hand in hand we walked.

The sound of the waves,
the smell of the ocean,
being in your arms,
is what I love best.

Scattered roses about my bed,
lovely scented candles around the room,
him singing to me the song of the angels,
then making passionate love to me.

Another day the sun arises,
I awaken quite slowly,
Only to realize my hopes swept away.
There he stood kissing Amelia, the town whore.

I fall and I stumble,
reaching for your soul,
With every breathe I take,
my heart dies slowly.

Fire and hatred burns deep inside my crimson core,
to my left he was,
smuggly smiling and laughing,
while he and Amelia made beautiful music.

My vivid past fades for its final showing,
as he stares deep into my eyes.
I'm sorry I must decline.
Love is but hell that slowly tortures your soul.

Well... there is my poem.. I would if you could give me your thoughts. Thanks. Have a great day. Peace and Love!

Work is Insane

Have you ever felt like at work you work harder than anybody there and yet you harldy get any credit for the work that you do. I feel like that a lot. I work my butt off everyday and for what. Don't get me wrong I do have some people appreciate what I do and hopefully they talk to the right person. I just get so frustrated because some people are so lazy and when they do something wrong they never get in trouble because they are always kissing ass. I hate it. I work really hard to get where I am. My mom always says that it will pay off. I hope it pays off someday. Well... thanks for listening to some of my ramblings. Have a great day. Peace and Love!

What are friends for?

Hey! What's up? I just started my blog today and I have been wanting to get some things off of my chest. My big question of the day is what are friends for? The reason I am asking this question is because I am having trouble with some of them. Here is the low down. Last year I moved in with my boyfriend and he lives about an hour away from my family and friends. I go to visit them when I'm not working which is hardly ever. It seems like when I go up there I feel really left out. They never talk to me or call me. It seems that I ahve to be the one to always call them and you know that it takes two to tango. I just dont know what to do. I have one friend that always stays in contact with me, but she lives miles away and she told me to just forget about it, but that is really hard to do. We had some great times together and I now that we are growing up, but they could at least still stay in touch. Well.. if you have any advice for me please let me know.. Thanks. Have a great day. Peace and Love.